Sinless eyes with a lush smile
and jellybean soul
Unseasoned and unripe
to your mysteries
Simple and awkward touch,
you traced my face
in the gleaming light of the sappire sky
Timid pink artless lips fumble
onto cherry kisses, so sweet
Under the yellow sun we
run our fingers through the soft grass
Painted, dew laced flowers
cloud my mind and thoughs of tomorrow
Wrap your generous hands
around my open mind
Bury your head in my heart
and I’ll throw my doubts to the breeze
*This is where I want to be*

I don’t always know why I do it. Good, bad, ugly, loving, hateful or malicious… Its just me. I won’t apologize for it.

the glittery fireflies of this summer night, glisten, glow, reflect off my skin and remind me of you.

I can’t find my peace…

That place that’s soothing, and calming, and restful, and quiet, and safe and inevitably… me.
Where have I gone?

The rhythm of the falling rain

Flows to a gentle sway of thought

Between liquid dances

And the lonely beat of my heart

… and so I slip away, unnoticed …

sometimes the WARMTH of another can help ease the ABSENCE of the ONE missing

i dont want to be captivating, because once i have that person, i dont know what to do with them.

oh, the price we pay to be our own.

… your waltz is dizzying.

3/28/10

im lost. 

            in that place. 
                                 between sleep and awake. 
 awake enough to know they’re only dreams, 
                                                              but asleep enough to hold on to them. 

                                      (i want to stay here)

5:59am

naked

with emotion

vulnerable

to one another’s touch.

a tender gaze will soothe some

fear

and soften the

clash

to the mornings

pitiless

glow.

sometimes…

i just want a “walk in the park”